I know that life is hard right now for you, and I pray for your situation. The best advice I can give you, is to seek the Lord Jesus Chist out. Give your problems to the Lord and let him help you. I have found for myself that seeking the Lord out is the best thing I have done. It also helps to look at the blessings you have no matter how small they are. I just want you to know that I love you in Christ and I have pray for your strength in the Lord. Keep your head up and your eyes on Jesus. May God bless you and lead you.

Life after divorce takes a bit of getting used too. It will take time and you mentioned some important things that should bring you comfort. You have 3 wonderful children that love their mom. You have a job and being in an apartment during this time is not all bad. The bills are less and so is the maintenance. Just consider this as a phase that you will soon grow out of. Take the kids to story time at the library and get yourself an uplifting parenting book. We all have struggles as a parent but it is the ones that never realize their limits or problems that do the most damage.