Oh boy. Today I filed a restraining order. I feel sick, like I have been socked in the stomach. My husband of 14 years and I have been in a struggle for more than 4 years. He rejected me for 3 years and used drugs, I had a sexual affair and also several internet affairs. I am angry and resentful, he is hurt and betrayed. I wanted and needed space, to sort out my feelings. The relationships didn’t mean anything but how I got into them does. He just wanted me to be completely in love again, and it hasn’t been there for so long. Then some strange behavior started and he was using prescription medication again. He ended up telling my 14 year old son all the sordid details of these sexual relationships. How do people get through this. Whether you are the “bad” person or not, I can’t handle this. I never thought we would be this couple. I am so sick inside. I don’t know what my prayer request is… certainly not for me. For my boy, Noah. Thanks.
Prayer Request for Annie
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Annie, what you are feeling is perfectly normal for what you are going through and thank you for your honesty. You know you have sinned and have created problems but don’t dwell on the past. Learn the lesson, forgive yourself, and change! We do things for a reason so I pray that God would reveal to your heart what needs to be changed and to point your feet in the right direction to effectively make those changes. God has a plan for you. May God help you and your family to feel His Love and Grace.