My divorce will be final any day now. It was not what I wanted but am trying to see the blessing in it. My husband continues to want every single thing to go his way or no way. It is difficult at best to share a 10 year old child. When she’s with me I’m on top of the world and when she’s not I’m depressed and cry a lot. it is difficult to know she is with my husband and his girlfriend. I struggle with the hate I feel for him, we argue a lot and I despise him. I am working on handing it all to God. Although my faith has never been stronger, I feel like such a hypocrite to say that and then talk of how I feel towards my almost ex-husband. Please pray for me to rid my heart of this despise for a man I spent 20 years of my life with.
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Robbi, I understand your anger and the way you feel when away from your child. I used to talk about how much I was over my ex and there wasn’t any anger anymore but when I was not with my little girl, I missed her so much I cried to and I loathed my ex. She too was with other men and all I wanted to do was protect our little girl even from her mom at times. I guess the point is I had to realize that I had no control over things when Madalyn was with her mom. I had to pray that God would watch over her and when I was done crying I would try to find something productive to do with my hands and occupy my mind. It does get better and easier but it hasn’t fully gone away for me and I have 75% custody. Children are such a joy! Keep hanging in there.