Please pray for myself and my family. My husband and I have been married for 14 years and together for 18. He started an affair at work (2 timing), and the same time letting me believe he is committed to our family and to me, giving me flowers, being romantic. I was pregnant with our 4th child. I found out about the affair (its a much older married women). He left and found a house near her house to rent, they kept on meeting in secret. I told her husband and he gave her another chance, just for her to keep on sleeping with my husband. I was hurt so much. My husband (now ex) started a divorce process, lied to court denying affair, I had no energy to fight the divorce which was illegal, as I had miscarriage symptoms. He told us to move as he was not paying the house anymore, he became aggressive and I ended up in hospital. I loved and still love him so much… I had to move far away due to his anger and aggression (personality change), he became a different person. We now live 5 hours away from him, our baby was born 3 months ago, he refused to be there, he didnt attend the baptism (we are a christian family). I am so broken and very lonely, its hard! I have no family as I live in the UK, and family in another country. I cant move to them as I will be dependent on my parents and the country they live in dont look after single mothers like here. Please pray for me, my broken children (ages 12,7 5)… and for my (ex) husband, with whom I still feel married too… so he can turn back to God. I am so raw inside.
