Submitted by Melissa
I am in the process of divorce. My husband and I were married for 24 years. He left in August, but tried to reconcile in November, 2009 and February/March, 2010. I am SO angry at everyone that I find it hard to function some days. When he moved out of our home, he moved in with his whore. He said that he had been having a relationship with her for 4 years. The pastor at my church and I have know each other for many years. He told me I was going “through the valley of the shadow of death.” Right now, I don’t trust anyone and feel that if god really existed, this would not have happened. If god knows what we are going to do, then why didn’t he prepare me better for this crap? My husband has turned into a person that I don’t even recognize, mean letters, nasty text messages and not paying the bills like he is suppose to. He blames me that our children do not want to have a relationship with him. I’m just SO angry and truly believe that god does not exist. I have cried out to him in utter despair and deep, deep pain and I hear nothing. Not even a hint that he cares. If this is what god is about, no thanks.