Hello,
My name is Michelle. My husband and I delt with a death of a child 1 1/2 years ago and if that wasnt bad enough, 4 days after burying her i caught my husband in an affair. This unfortunate event brought us to meet Christ and start our new christian walk. My life changed and I couldnt be more happy. My husband and I decided to to try for another child knowing that there was a one in four odd that this child would be born with the same problem and soon die, but our faith was in Christ. We happily concieved 6 months ago, but to my utter devistation, just 4 months later, my husband decided to leave myself our unborn child and 5 year old little girl for another woman! Icant explain ther place where Im at. There are no words, im so angry! Christs love kept me with a cheating husband, Ive soon found out he has had 7 affairs since our little girls death, and continued while planning another child!! Ive never wanted to give up so bad, please help.
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I am so sorry for what you have been through and are going through still. Life is so unfair sometimes and your husbands behaviour is just mind boggling! Impossible to understand how someone can be so needlessly cruel. I totally understand your anger, and I’m sure God does too.
But don’t give up! You have children depending on you and a bright future ahead!
It may not look like it right now but God has a plan to get you through this, you can count on it. Seek him, keep him in the forefront of your mind and just keep going. Your husband is not who you thought he was, that is incredibly painful but at least you now know what you’re dealing with and you have been set free. God will give you the strength to do whatever it is he wants you to do. God is not behind this happening to you, but he will be behind getting you beyond it. He’s close to the brokenhearted, he will comfort you and help you I know it. Just hang in there and never give in or give up. A better life is coming.