Dear Friends,
I am asking for prayers of support because I find that I am dealing with a lot of anger towards my husband. We have been seperated since early July and I feel that he refuses to look at his actions. We were married for 15 years and have one daughter. He wants to find a relationship that does not require any work, and someone who is ‘happy all the time.” He doesn’t want to put God first in his life and judges me as overly religious because my relationship with God is so important to me. He is stuck pushing rocks in his life never wanted to be there for me emotionally. He found this draining. I am resentful towards him that he walked away from the marriage without putting out any energy to fix it. He wants something easy and I am not it. I want a partner that will want to be there for me emotionally and spiritually and who is willing to look in the mirror in order to grow. I am so sad that he stopped wanting to put any effort into this relationship.
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Alexa,
My prayers and heart goes out to you. I too have been married for 15 yrs with 2 kids and my wife sounds to be very close to the same spot that your husband is in. She has said that she has been unhappy for quite sometime but never said anything to me and now is not willing to make any EFFORT to save our marriage. I believe she is being blinded by satan to where she thinks that if she stays she will be miserable the rest of her life. That there’s no way that God could heal her heart. She’s not even giving him a chance or me!! It’s almost to much to handle. But I’m glad that I have God to carry the burder. Once I gave all of it to the LORD, I felt at peace, unlike no other. A couple scriptures that help give me strength are Romans 8:28 and Isaiah 40:31. I will pray for you! And please do the same for me.