What is God Doing in My Life

Its been 5 weeks since my wife seperated from me. The first few weeks were unbearable. How I got through them I can only explain through the grace of God. As each day passed, the load got lighter. Sure the boulder was still there, but I was able to move. Since she left, I have been reading my bible 3 times a day, I’m constantly praying and I’m keeping myself busy. One night I really felt the lord pushing me to read Job. I am just engrossed with his life. He lost everything, and yet still feared the Lord. Today I read a great verse, Job 28:28.

“28 And he said to the human race,
“The fear of the Lord—that is wisdom,
and to shun evil is understanding.”

Widsom and understanding cannont be bought, even with the most precious metals, or rubies. Always remember Gods grace is sufficient enough for us. Things do get easier. I try and keep God, the Holy Spirit, and Jesus as close to me as possible. I still stumble, but this time around, I fall at His feet. Blessing to everyone dealing with this heartache. You are in my prayers.


One Reply to “What is God Doing in My Life”

  1. I am right there with you Jay. It has been a month since my husband of almost 13 years walked away. I am at the end of my rope and losing strength. For a while, I couldn’t even pray. Everytime I did, I just cried; not because I was angry with the Lord but because I just felt so lost. I feel so drained but I’m finally starting to focus on the Lord again. I know if I keep my eyes on Him that I will end up where I belong. Hold onto your faith. I will pray for you. Please pray for me.

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